Back on track today, decided I need to give the bars neck, they are lovely but they make me feel hungry compared to the shakes. Finally got round to unboxing my smoothie maker so filled the freezer with ice and will try a few recipes over the coming days.

Fell off the diet big time, so mad with myself for doing it - restart tomorrow I guess

Well I missed two days on my blog, it had to happen eventually. Last night was the party I was so worried about but I stayed strong and avoided the food and drink all night and just stuck to my water. It was great to see Nickie, Austen and my internet daughter Emily, they are all mad but hey I guess that’s why we get on so well. Week and a half till my next weigh in, going to do everything I can to make sure it’s a good one.

Not another great day to be honest just feeling a bit down and can’t seem to shake it. Am sure it will pass by the weekend as I get to see the mad lot from Dorset and my internet daughter; she is enough to make anyone smile

Not had a good day. Being for my second weigh in and actually put on about half a pound. This is partly because my stupid legs are all swollen and apparently it’s just my body adjusting itself after such a large loss last week. Not got a weigh in now for two week so hoping the next one is better.

Not a lot to report today. The bars and the mousse are going down well, had banana mousse and tried the toffee bar, it tasted just like fudge. Got a party to go to this Saturday and that is going to be the big test, can I resist all the food and drink all night and stick to my water ………….. somehow I doubt it!

At last I can have some solid food. I have been today and collected supplies for the next two weeks including bars and mix mousse. Today I have tried a caramel bar which tasted like heaven after so long without any sweets. The mix mousse is great stuff, you add a scoop to a shake, blend it for one minute, pop it in the fridge and you get the most gorgeous angel delight type pudding. Can’t wait to try the rest now!

What do you do on Sundays? Do you spend the day in church repenting  your sins? Spend the day in pub drowning your sorrows? or are you a couch potatoes like me? Personally I think mine is the best option as you do not need to go outside, you do not need to sit in an old cold building, you do not spend a fortune and you do not get a hangover.

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God it’s boring, not sure if it’s me in general or what but I am finding it really hard to get motivated right now about anything and one day just seems to be drifting into another. I really need to find something to replace food with as I always relied on it too much as a comforter or a boredom killer.

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OK there is this cat and it is freaking me out. For about a year now this cat has been stalking me. This feline fiend sits at the end of my garden for hours on end and just stares through my living room window looking at me. It does not lie down or laze in the sun, it just sits upright, ears up, undressing me with its eyes (ok maybe not but you get the idea). Every time I look through the window it is there, day or night, it just appears, I can sense it. If I hammer the window or shout at it the bloody think just looks at me and smiles.

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