A new beginning
Writing by mcdogs on Saturday, 21 of August , 2010 at 5:38 pm
Wow I cannot believe it has been nearly two years since I posted on here, I can’t believe I have spent so long faffing about making excuses to myself and everyone else when I should have been concentrating on important stuff like my health. It is so easy to fall into the trap of convincing yourself that you’re still on a diet when truth be told you are eating more crap then you ever did.
The past two weeks has been a bit of a roller coaster emotionally, I signed up to a new Doctor after not seeing one for six years which meant me having a full medical. The first lot of tests were a bit worrying but then I was told everything was clear. Had some blood tests and after waiting a week was told the Doc needed to see me, my mind goes into over drive and I spend 36 hours getting all worked up thinking the worst.
Anyway to cut a long story short (as I am sure you are bored by now) it turns out I am diabetic which ok is bad, I understand that but compared to some of things I was thinking it was actually quite a relief. Luckily my new surgery is a lot more supportive then my old one and in the space of two days I have all my meds sorted, a diabetic review planned, a new place to be weighed every two weeks and even a health trainer who looks about twelve but certainly knows his stuff.
So all of this has lead me back here, a blog I started to record my journey to health and hopefully happiness. I am feeling more positive now then I have done in a long time so fingers crossed and with the support of the friends I have around me this time I won’t piss about and waste the time feeling sorry for myself.
The good news is even though I have not stuck to the diet that well I have not put any more weight on and am now seven stone lighter then the day I started which everyone tells me is great even though I can’t see it myself (unless you are one of us fatties you probably won’t understand that).
I guess that’s it for now, I shall be updating daily but if I don’t you have permission to give me a good kick up the arse!
Category: Diary
Comment by Tree
Made Monday, 23 of August , 2010 at 10:43 am
I am so pleased to read this and it’s all very postive,but we’re missing the last two days, I keep logging on to read the next bit, but it’s not here yet ![]()
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